WHY? WHY????

Why do we especially I, why do i care so fucking much about shit that doesnt have anything to do with me and my life? Well i dont know but i love helping people, help them find their call or get them on the right track while I get on the track the leads to the place where everyone takes you for granted. But who am I to say that? I dont know what people think about me, so why should I care? Fuck i cant get this straight, its a shit strom in my head. Am I alone in this situation? Dont think so, because everyone have the demons in there heads, the demons that only show themselfs or tell you something once your are alone. A FUCKING LONE. You dont realize shit when it is happening infront of your eyes, instead you come to the right conclusion after an hour, a day and even a week and it makes you feel like shit. Im bringing this up because it happens to me a lot, not that it should bother me but it does, stop fucking caring about it Victor, fuck sake. There are so many other things, people and places. Think about it, you are stuck but thats your own choice, you are allowed (atleast where Im from) to go and travel where ever, meet new people, sleep with girls you never see again, get in situations that will make you find yourself more then you would on a 9-5 job where you meet the same people everyday, talk the same bullshit and then shoot the shit with the boys or couples that you will do every weekend for the rest of your life. This got sidetracked a bit haha, but think about your choices, its YOUR life, dont waste it on someone that doesnt deserve it, and live a life that you will find intresting when your old and think back. So stop fucking caring about shit that doesnt matter. How many times do you think “Why did I do that?” or “Did I really waste work at that shithole just cuz someone told me to?” So start giving a fuck about the things you love and enjoy and the rest will figure itself out.